my room smells like durian

bad idea to eat durian in enclosed spaces -__-

today i was surprisingly happy and energetic. why? i know not.
today consisted of:
1. edumacation
2. lunch. annoying neighboring tables. etc.
3. test test more edumacation
4. night lab. talking about d-mother and her fanclub (which by the way includes IB ANDDD NON-IB MEMBERS! and apparently all these other boys i don't even know ahahaha). "WHAT?? THAT GIRL DEBRA IS SO CUTE! *HIGH FIVE*" hahaha. visiting zegabra to talk more about d-mother and her fanclub as well as el bitch-o.
5. singing. dancing. speaking portuguese. THAT'S RIGHT shit went down in the car, on the way to michael's with zegabra. dropped her off.
6. for some weird reason my mom bought fresh crab so we had crab for dinner -_-
7. aim. homework. intertwined. arguing about what a useless holiday valentine's day is.

right now pilot looks like a BABY! its pretty ugly and weird because he looks emaciated. grosso.

i hate how i can hardly ever hang out because of homework/tutor/school :[
i was hoping to have alot of freedom and fun this summer but i'm pretty sure i'll be taking a class at la sierra (in like riverside) and dorming there. apparently its "ghetto" there. not too bad i guess... its only like a 20 min. drive from walnut, but i KNOW KNOW know it will be super time consuming. oh yeah AND since its ochem, there's lab too. and the classes basically take up my whole summer. -__-

i know it will "pay off in the end" but its so hard to think about that right now. i need motivation. :|